-Spittin'

I haven't wrote anything in a long time, so i'm trying to see if i still have that 'fire' or whatever you wanna call it in me:

In search of anything but love/since that's all that can't be found/ hate opened it's doors for me/ and to the ground i am now bound/ solemnly searching for more than a finger in the middle or a stab to the back/ i'm out of tact/ but in fact/ the tact is in my lack/ of searching/ then again anything but love should be easy to find/ since everything on Earth is on hate's demening side/ and i am uneasy in my situation/ unable to put myself in the position to search for more than a challenge/ because hadn't i pushed myself further/ i would be further below my standards/ and in search of more than what i have found would be a double standard because more than ever/ i am above and beyond searching for forever/