So, how i feel better. I'm more content with the whole thing. It's kinda awkward between us now. Actually, i'm on the phone with him as we speak. I'm sure he's gonna read this, but anyways, I don't want him to be held back from these females that wanna talk to him. He shouldn't have to wait on me. I've started talking to other people just to see if I could get myself away from thinking about him, &&i guess you could say it's working. But no one perfects my standards test like he does...ughh, settling for less I guess:/.

Outta here, had to write some shit down. Dueces.

-Alexisss:).