Today, my cousin passed away. &&I'm not really all that sad about it because 1.) She was only given 3 weeks to live&it's not like she could do anything but chill in a bed all day&2.) When you die...you leave here&go somewhere WAYYYY better. So, i'm not tripping.
But my grandma...a different story. When she cries, I cry. That's one of my only 2 weaknesses. She just started sobbing (that was her niece)&like ughh, my whole day just got fucked up. Now I'm all pissed&shit cuz she wanted me to go home, even though I didn't want too...what kinda granddaughter would I be if I just left her by herself? ...Right! Not a very good one.
On another note, homecoming is Saturday&I got both my dress and my shoes. Everything was so damn difficult. I have so many tests coming up too. In world history, my teacher be on some, "the only class you have is world history, so i'm gonna give you hella projects and homework." <--he acts like people don't have other ishh' to do! It pisses me off. Science was never my best subject anyways...but damn! Can we slow it down a bit?
Me&Adrian are good. My mom like loves him! She was like, "He's the only boy i'd ever let you go on a date with at 15...i hope he sticks around for awhile." <--in my head i'm like, "me too:)." He makes me smile constantly and he just idk...cares. It's different. We talk about everything pretty much&like always, I'm in control of the relationship...haha;D.
I haven't wrote much yet&i still haven't decided if I'm gonna play basketball. But I have been listening to HELLA music! Well...Lupe forreal but he's all i need! Fuck all that other music lol.
Downloading a Lupe throwback as we speak..."Revenge of the Nerds" mixtape:). Dueces.
-Alexisss:).
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