These past two days have been shitty...
My grandma feels that i'm gay, not saying that gay is bad, but that's not me. She told me the way I dress and the way I come off...she would just 'thought'...with the love I have for her I can honestly say I jumped back into a kindergarten state...she hurt my feelings HELLA bad. I tried to play it off like hahaha...umm, most def. not...but I really just wanted to cry...which I did most of the night. I know it may sound dumb but the way she said it just, idk, made me feel like if I ever was then she wouldn't love me the same and I'd be this complete stranger to her and that's just not what I call love...
I also find out the damn Lupe album (LASERS) doesn't come out until early 2010...wtf. I NEEDED that album this month...especially with the way things are going=/. I have some hope that Lupe will put the album out still lol...but um...probably not...damn...but still we gotta tape (Friend of the People) coming on Christmas...my only GOOD present haha.
Today, there was a thread on the okayplayer blog and the thread was discussing a battle between Lupe and Jay Electronica...being the SAVAGE Lu is...he comments on it...but leaves us with much more than a this will or this won't happen...check this shit out:
Coexist,
the devils in the dealer, the poltergiest is in the pokerchips,
Game changer, I practice Iron Swan Song, Tiger Palm & Cobra Fist,
Go by many slang name's and sobriquets,
Asking me how many lines is in my mind is like asking how many fish can the ocean fit,
I set out to do the impossible like an open fist,
Achieve the unbelievable like throwing Open Pit,
The last line refers to flying saucers,
A rhyming Chaucer who came from District 9 but now he's flying over it,
Battle Jay Elect? Who has the foolhardy audacity to utter this?
I look at him like a high minded brother from another and when we finally encounter with dual flows overdosed on over-the-counter's its gone be like Mulder meets the Mothership,
Friend Of The People, Fuck the government...
(^Written in red are the lines that gave me goose bumps^)...Isn't he just a fucking SAVAGE?! Lmao. I love you Lupe...you made my day SO much better with this:].
that also makes my day when it pops up on my desktop...*sigh*. I feel like writing...finna go zone...
-Alexisss:]
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